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Jun 6, 2005/ 4:11 PM
Moth

recently, i have been seeing this kind of moth/butterfly (cant tell the diff) which is damn big and has brown (or was it black) wings with white stripes, somehow like the one shown here...

seen this thing flying around for a very long time... saw blog entry by terence and made me think about it very hard... i oso did not go for funerals this year, and i was advised not to go... the first time i saw this creature was at bugis where my parents were getting their fortune checked... it was flying in this hdb flat where the first 2 floors are shops and i just happened to see it when i was looking around... i fear butterflies and i fear that it may harm me, so i was looking at it every time until i left the place...

the second time i saw this thing was somewhere near my house... almost the same kind of encounter as the first time... i think i also saw it few times, bt cant really remember much, only can remember these few... if it was a spirit, probably my relatives, coz quite a number of them have already (...), maybe back for a visit... at least it's good that yr relatives come back and visit you in a form of a butterfly-scaring-human experience...

The True You

You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to do more for you.
With respect to money, you spend as little as possible.
You think good luck doesn't exist - reality is built on practicalities.
The hidden side of your personality tends to be methodical in your ways - with trouble adapting to the rules of society.
You care more about world trends and fashions than you do about well formed opinions.
When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you make opportunities to interact with many people through club activities or a hobby, then select someone you like.

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